Find a life balance

I’ve been balancing my life recently.

I’ve made so many other people a priority in life… their happiness, their joy.

I’ve gone through an emotional roller coaster my entire life.

All I ever truly wanted was to feel that same stability, happiness, and love.

I’ve gone through a lot of adversity. 

But it still always makes me happier when I can help others. 

And that’s exactly what I wanted for myself.

I wanted someone to be there for me. To lend a helping hand to me. 

I had to be sure everybody else was ok so I could survive.

There have been people who used me financially.

Or they used my intuition as their security.

I’ve always been the light for others.

I’ve been the one to be sure everyone else’s needs were met.

But my needs got pushed to the side.

Everything about me always got put on the back burner.

I’ve given so much.

My soul is tired.

It’s been worn down from the deceiving energies in my life.

I’ve had a lot of people try to dim my light, try to get away with things… betrayal, deception, lies.

Many lied to me about who and what they truly were. They wore a veil. They always tried to make themselves seem way more important.

I’m letting go of those kinds of people now.

I’m letting go of the deception.

I’ve always seen through people but ignored the red flags.

I’m extremely intuitive.

And people have always taken my kindness for weakness.

I allowed it.

F— that.

That version of me is dead now.

I’ve transformed into a different person.

When deceptive people come around me now, it’s an easy game for me to see.

I can call their game faster than they can play it.

A lot of people have tried to take advantage of me.

Recently, I’ve been in isolation trying to protect my energy.

Because now it’s tricky. Who can I trust?

People have left me out in the cold.

People have lied to me about their situation to take advantage of me.

I let the wrong type of people in my life… people who lie and use others… with a hidden agenda. 

I’m tired of deception and negative people. Tired of the agendas. Manipulation. Betrayal.

I’m shining now and only surrounding myself with others like me. ⭐