Transmuting my pain into power

The communication has to go silent sometimes. Because I get the game being played. And I’ve known about it for a long, long time. I just kept it to myself.

No matter what I say, it’s not going to get through. Some people have an impenetrable filter on their ear that prevents them from truly understanding.

When we’re wounded and unhealed we see through a polluted lens. If you have certain wounds that are not healed, you are only going to hear through the wound.

I’ve tried to communicate with specific people to let them know my desires. It always backfired and was unfair and unjust. It was a lesson. It doesn’t matter how clearly I’m speaking when the ear canal I’m speaking into has a polluted subwoofer in it. And they will always see others as below them. God complex.

USING PAIN FOR MANIFESTATION

Some people manifest by making lists and taking action. Although that is one way, I usually manifest in another way. I manifest by clearing up all the wounds within myself that tell me I’m not able, I’m not capable, I’m not good enough, and I’m not secure enough. Then I flip it upside down — to the opposite frequency — which is — I am good enough, I am capable, I am secure, etc. Then I tune to those frequencies and become them, to attract it all in.

I manifest by transmuting my pain into power.